Torn

Day 15 on our road here.. And things are looking up. Kayden has been stable for 3 days now, and continues to be as they start to lower his vent settings again. Tonight his oxygen went from 40% to 30% and his PEEP went from 7 to 6. He got weighed today and is now 6.82 ounces - GO buddy! Not much else to report, which is good news :) We are still on the path for Monday being extubation day. Fingers, toes, arms, & legs crossed :)

Fridays, we've decided will be our "normal" night. We all stay at home. It makes me super duper anxious, but it gives us all a little refresh for the week ahead. It never feels right anywhere I sleep though, because either scenario I'm missing family members :/ I AM starting to feel like we might all come home soon(ish) though <3 So, for tonight I will snuggle up to my 2 oldest boys while I miss my tiniest. Don't judge me when I call the PIcU several times tonight for a check up :) 

With a worried heart tonight, but so much faith..
Ben, Melissa & Max